LONDON, July 6 : The perils of zigzagging across the world for almost a decade without a Grand Slam title to show for his sweat-soaked efforts caught up with tortured soul Alex de Minaur on Monday.After his latest attempt to win one of the four majors ended with a demoralising 7-5 7-6(4) 6-3 fourth-round defeat to Italian Flavio Cobolli at Wimbledon, the Australian fifth seed cut a forlorn figure."Just not what I expected of myself. One of us went out to win the match, and the other went out not to lose the match. It's pretty self-explanatory who was who," said an utterly dejected De Minaur."It breaks me inside. That's the reality of it. Many, many hours gets put into my craft, and countless years to kind of have moments like these. To not step up to the plate, it's truly gut wrenching. It